” They wanna know what’s my secret,
How do I tame the ocean that I carry every day.
If only they knew how I spend my nights,
Drowning in it in bed as I lay.
I keep telling myself that maybe if I fabricated it well enough,
You would only get glimpses of how tainted I truly am.
Then maybe you too would strive for unattainable perfection,
Without realizing it was life’s biggest scam. “ – Panda