” They wanna know what’s my secret,

How do I tame the ocean that I carry every day.

If only they knew how I spend my nights,

Drowning in it in bed as I lay.


I keep telling myself that maybe if I fabricated it well enough,

You would only get glimpses of how tainted I truly am.

Then maybe you too would strive for unattainable perfection,

Without realizing it was life’s biggest scam. “ – Panda